My guilty pleasure

so over it. . . .

2007-05-12T23:08:36Z

"Over It"

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.
You call me at night,
and I pick up the phone.
And though you've been telling me,
I know you're not alone.
oh..

That's why
(your eyes)
I'm over it
(your smile)
I'm over it
(realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over..

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm over your hands,
and I'm over your mouth.
Trying to drag me down,
and fill me with self-doubt.
oh..

That's why,
(your words)
I'm over it
(so sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

Don't call,
don't come by,
ain't no use,
don't ask me why,
you'll never change,
there'll be no more crying in the rain.

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..

I'm so over it....
I'm over it....

Wanting you,
to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be.
How I feel, read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on, it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first, a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..$

woooopaaaa

2007-04-02T06:38:59Z

2007 SBSS Volleyball Champions again!!

Even sweeter than the last time. . .

Music makes me lose control

2006-08-14T01:03:40Z

I can not believe summer is almost over! And I have so much to be thankful for...Emily is homeeeeee!!! The paper is finally coming together and I am having a blast at my new job.

EMILY I LOVE YOU.. lol You rock my socks and I know everything you are going through, you will find answers and if I have to help you, you know I will be there in a second...

Putting the Sprott Insider together is more fun than I thought it would be. I think we even started our own reality show haha Of course, Sterling and Amanda definitely keep me sane :) Everyone taking Business at Carleton, be sure to pick up a copy!

Of course my new job is tedious but again it has to be the people that work there that make my days special haha. E, R, P, S && D are constant entertainment. Making fun of baby mountain, bulgarians, E stealing from Charity and P stealing fire hydrants... oh boy

If I lay here, If I just lay here, Will you lie with me and just forget the world.

2006-07-03T01:03:43Z

Another month has passed by. Canada Day yesterday -- interesting as usual to say the least. I am so happy that the Sens signed Redden again!! Two years, but hey, they could always resign him again in two years :) We also signed.... Gerber and Corvo...Anticipating the new NHL season... Are we there yet?? haha. Can't wait to go camping with the gang, I wish everyone was going though :(.

I'm so proud of the little ones (aka my brothers and sister) for graduating and excelling at this milestone in their lives. But these events only make me feel.. OLD. haha

This has probably been the best summer ever. I've never felt happier about the place I am in. I also feel so fortunate and blessed for my friends and family. I love you!!!!!

elaineyy @ 2006-06-19T01:56:00

2006-06-19T06:01:50Z

Yeah, so I'm totally this huge nerd that does nothing but fantasize about hockey. Edmonton is playing in game 7 for the cup! Yum, Redden. . . Can you imagine Edmonton signing him?

Happy Birthday Steven!! So many birthdays this summer, so many BBQs and so many adventures :)
And we're already half way through summer. I feel like such a bum this summer but I'm loving it so far...

Anyway, Ultimate game tomorrow and I have some 'scouting' to do (oh my, I miss high school sometimes. . .lol ). I am all for a three game winning streak!! booyah Let's go ' I like to huck'.

NHL Conference Finals.

2006-05-29T02:11:34Z

WOOOHOOO Edmonton clenches the western conference finals!! OK, so the Sens were out after the second round, but I still love them . . . as long as they resign Redden. Anyways, Go Edmonton all the way for the Stanley Cup Finals!

Haven't updated in such a long time. Internet hasn't been working and stolen wireless only works for so long. LOL

I miss Emily Huang dearly with all my heart. I miss you!! xoxoxoxoxoxo

Do you ever look at yourself and think 'who is this stranger who has inhabited my body'? It is amazing. You just stop one day and realize you weren't the person you used to be. And you can't pinpoint the exact moment when you changed. And then you wonder if it really is YOU who changed or has everyone else changed instead? There are so many questions that flood your head, but it doesn't matter. You either have to make that decision to change back to the person you used to be... or embrace the person that you have become.

Just be who you want to be. Not who your friends or your family want you to be.

SENS TO ROUND 2!!

2006-05-04T03:50:34Z

Ok, so I know that a) I'm late with my excitement, seeing as how the sens made this feat Saturday, but I just had to congratulate them on their big win on LJ. hehe . . . and b) Redden has always been my favorite hockey player:

But, after his mother past away, Redden came back to prove how strong and talented he was - it's just amazing. I cant' explain how much respect I have for Wade and the rest of the team for supporting him, but I know that his mother must be so proud of him for everything. . .

Now onto Round 2 for the Sens against Buffalo.

Funny thing is all those times I was Chris' house back then, I remember Brian Campbell living there, and watching the 67's and this is back when I didn't watch hockey (but Chris forced me to), and then he got drafted and moved out of Chris' house, it just seemed so cool that I know a hockey player. lol. But I never really thought about him again until this year, now that he (&& Buffalo) will be playing against Ottawa in the playoffs.

Regardless, I hope Ottawa kicks some serious ass in the rest of the playoffs.

Anyways, now that it's summer, I can't wait to bum around. hehe This is the first time since the summer after high school that I won't be attending school (not entirely my choice, since there are no classes that I can really take anyways), and it just feels weird. Especially since it's the summer before fourth year, and people will be graduating. It all just happened TOO fast.

elaineyy @ 2006-04-16T13:13:00

2006-04-16T17:18:03Z

God. . . grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things that I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

One down, three to go.

And it continues. . . .

And sometimes it's just too little, too late.

'Sorry'. Seriously.

elaineyy @ 2006-04-16T12:49:00

2006-04-16T16:49:37Z

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	to die for
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	encouraging
Your love is...	unique

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Turn over everything, time can heal us again . . . .

2006-04-07T19:19:47Z

STOLEN from Emily :)

Did you know...

Four jobs I have had in my life:

1. Busgirl
2. Waitress
3. Paralegal assistant
4. Computer Consultant

Four movies I would watch over and over:

1. The Notebook
2. Armageddon
3. A walk to remember
4. Mean Girls
( Look Em, we have sooo much in common :) )

Four places you've lived at

1. Ottawa Home
2. Gloucester Home
3. Orleans Home
4. ---- (haven't really moved around much... )

Four TV shows I love to watch:

1. One Tree Hill!!!!
2. Veronica Mars
3. Prison Break
4. Grey's anatomy

Four places I have been on vacation:

1. Vancouver
2. Edmonton
3. Orlando
4. NYC

Four websites I visit daily:
1. Gmail
2. Hotmail
3. TV.com
4. Spoilerfix.com

Four of my favourite foods:

1. Grilled Cheese
2. Pasta
3. Cantonese Fried Noodles
4. Fruit (yummm mangoes, persimmons, apples, pears, oranges, bananas... )

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. London, UK
2. Edmonton (with Lil & Ken, my favourite cousins!)
3. Mississauga (with other favourites 'cousins')
4. Hawaii (with Emily!:P)

I was positive that unless I got myself together, I would watch me fall apart.

2006-04-06T15:53:54Z

It's that time of year again. . . exams - errrrrggg. I just want this month to be over. I just have to get through my first exam, and the worst will be over. Then, it's just waiting, and I HATE waiting. I'm not a patient person, especially not when it comes to exams. As always, I am procrastinating, but unlike usually, I started studying EARLY instead of leaving it all to the last minute (but studying last minute is SO much better, isn't it? hehe) I can't wait till Summer -- ultimate, sandals && whoever is coming home. And then, summer will end too soon, and before I know it, it will be fourth year . . . HOLY!!! FOURTH YEAR ALREADY??? Fortunately, I am taking a fifth year to finish school, because I can't imagine graduating next year, it just seems too soon and I'm not ready for it yet.

Oh yeah, I got the position for publications director next year for SBSS! ( with Sterling :) ), and that leaves me questioning my intention for ACSA next year. I know it's going to be weird not being apart of it, but I felt that it was time for a change. I'll still go to events and bug Andrew, but I loved working with those people, and it feels like they're not only my colleagues, but also my family. We bitched and yelled at each other when we wanted to get things done, but we got them done.

So, what have I learned this year? Learn from your mistakes, dont' forget them. Remember those whom you shared good times with, but also recognize who your real friends are. Be strong, because there are always those who will take advantage of any weakness you have && pick your battles wisely, there are always people who disguise their intentions with goodwill, and you can either waste your time away being angry, or you can decide to move on: with or without them.

There are some people that I want to thank, even if they don't see this: Emily, Andrew, Gal, Nishu, Steven, John, Jess, Khoa, Thy, Richard, Jess -- You guys have been with me through the good, along with the bad.

"Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down." Oprah Winfrey

song is so good...

2006-03-20T19:12:03Z

"Different"

Tell myself on the ride home.
Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on like it's all I have.
Count me out when it's clear that I
find it hard to say.
And you find it hard to care.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be anything different,
everything you would change in me.

Got this way, up front but never true.
God, I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down any chance you'll hear.
Caving in any chance that you,
could see inside of me.
And I, I'll know what to say,
It's fine, this isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be anything different,
everything you would change in me.

I'm taking a chance,
this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance,
this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.

I wanted to see something that's different,
something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be anything different,
everything you would change in me.

Something that's different (something that's different)

elaineyy @ 2006-03-18T17:58:00

2006-03-18T23:00:57Z

No matter how bad things get, there will always be your family and the friends you can count on. I feel without them, I would be a wreck. And for that, I am grateful.

"Bruised"

I've got my things, I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done

We stood like statues at the gate
Vacation's come and gone too late
There's so much sun where I'm from
I had to give it away, had to give you away

And we spent four days on an
Island at your family's old hotel
Sometimes perfection can be
It can be perfect hell, perfect...

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised

I lace my Chucks, I walk the aisle
I take my pills, the babies cry
All I hear is what's playing through
The in-flight radio
Now every word of every song
I ever heard that made me wanna stay
Is what's playing through
The in-flight radio, and I
And I am, finally waking up

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah

So read your books, but stay out late
Some nights, some nights, and don't think
That you can't stop by the bar
You haven't shown your face here since the bad news
Well I'm here till close, with fingers crossed
Each night cause your place isn't far

And hours pass, and hours pass, yeah, yeah...

Yeah, yeah, she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
And don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, bruised, bruised

aiyah!

2006-02-23T03:01:05Z

Canada lost in the quarters to Russia - stupid Bertuzzi, selfish and arrogant!
I still love Redden, though. lol

Lunch with the ladies and gents tomorrow :) and shopping with Emily - can't wait!

Canadian Men's hockey team.

2006-02-21T20:23:50Z

I love you guys, really. But what is happening with you? First you lost to Switzerland 2-0. Then you lost to Finland 2-0!

And today.. You almost lost again when you started off with a 3-0 lead in the 1st period. *sigh*
The upside --- Wade Redden :) I really hope he doesn't get traded next year from Ottawa, he is my hero.
Wade Redden is possibly the most beautiful man in hockey and Canada.

We better kick ass in the playoffs -- or it's going to be a shitshow.

On the other hand, Congrats ladies on the gold, you did Canada good. :)

Reading week, what a week...

Just for Emily.

2006-02-02T18:26:41Z

YAY, you're coming home too! I just thought I'd let the world know how esctatic I am! And don't ever think I will stop loving you. (wow, I sound like a lesbian. lol) Can't wait till reading week!
Argh, I have a paper due in 4.5 hours and I feel so sick. Only 500 words to go!

Yes!

2006-02-01T15:47:07Z

I feel much better now, not that anything was wrong, persay... but I just feel so much less stressed. Excited for ACSA lunar new years dinner. I hope everything goes off without a hitch. I can't wait till reading week. Nishu is coming home! and I want to see his family! It just seems too weird to go visit when he isn't there. lol AND I havent' seen whiskey since winter break! Crazy!
So, I asked my boss if I could use him for my Managment of IS class, and he was (fakely) hurt, but he agreed. However, he wants me to do a real project. Like one that is going to showed to the Director of Sprott, and possibly the president of the University. I was like "WHOA!" I can't believe he trusts us to deliver a report that professionals would usually put together. It's stressful but also a great opportunity.
Anyways, gotta head out to my other job.

New semester, new headaches.

2006-01-19T03:22:45Z

Why are my MIS classes so boring? Please someone, shoot me.
I have a friend going through some pretty rough times right now and I can't help thinking how hypocritical I'm being about everything, if it were anyone else this was happening to, I would put sole responsibility onto that person. But it feels good having someone come to you and telling you everything and hoping that you are going to make it better, because that's what friends are for. I feel like I haven't been getting that much lately, and I've been definitely more focused on my family in the past couple of years but I feel like everyone is just leaving me, and I've never felt more alone in my life.
I desire so many things but really don't want any of them. But really, what use is it to worry about the future all the time and neglect the present?
My new years revolution this year: Let it go. Let go of the anger, the pain and everything else that stops me from getting what I want.
Snowboarding on Saturday --- should be interesting to say the least... hehe

elaineyy @ 2006-01-17T10:26:00

2006-01-17T15:36:45Z

“Never judge a man's actions until you know his motives”
Nothing will ever make me understand the motives that surround those actions. Why does it have to come down to this when it was worth so much more than that? As you grow up, you have to learn that your actions have profound consequences despite how harmless it may seem.

DONE DONE DONE!

2005-12-23T21:12:23Z

... and Christmas Break begins!! I just finished all my Christmas shopping with lots of time to spare.

Potluck was fun, but the Sens lost :( It's okay, I still love you! lol Nishuuuuu'ssss home!!!

My brain hurts so much right now, I think it's hungover from studying....errr yeah..hehe. Let's just wait for the marks to be put up. And Sprott School of Business is now officially its own faculty. Goodbye Public Affairs and Managment come Summer 2006, I believe. Now we can get our own building muhahaha.

Have a happy holidays to everyone. We deserve it!

The new Jimmy Eat World album looks promising ... this song is goooooooooood!

Disintegration

I've spent my last nights
strung up and pulled tight.
Holding out, sleep and grow.
An answer comes without a please:
'Do what you want.'

[Chorus:]
Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.

Hushed with a finger
Don't say you'll never when you might,
or just another time.
This poison comes instruction free.
Do what you want, but I'm drinking.

Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss.
Rather live my life in regret then do this.
What happened to the love we both knew?
We both chased.
Hanging on a cigarette you need me,
you burn me you'll burn me.

Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh
Lie lie better next time, stay on my side tonight oh [continues through chorus]

Wonder why I'm so caught off guard when we kiss
I'd rather live my life in regret than do this
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased
Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me
What happened to the love we both knew, we both chased
Hanging on a cigarette you need me you burn me you'll burn me.

almost done!

2005-12-21T04:56:29Z

I can't believe this semester is almost done! I'm down to my last final - the end is sooo close! lol

I know I sound like a nerd, but I can't wait till all my shows are back! hehe I'm a tv fanatic if you can't tell by now. OTH is amazing!! YOu know what I'm talking about Em!

Christmasing at Becki's house this year as usual, I hardly get to see her even thought she goes to Carleton now. I can't believe it.. I feel so old hehe I'm really closed to finishing my Christmas shopping, just have my mom left, I find it so hard to shop for her because she likes the weirdest things but I guess I still have lots of time to get her present, I'm a natural procrastinator!

Speaking of -- better get back to the books. It's a hate-love relationship with my textbooks :S.

Wish everyone a happy holiday. Be safe and have fun.

First Exam

2005-12-08T14:33:23Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA!!! You're finally legal :)
I'm overtired and understudied yet I am not stressed. Maybe a little, not freakishly stressed. When you get to university, stressing starts to be useless. You can worry your time away or do something about it and study. Or . . . You can be like me and just refuse to acknowledge the fact that you're screwed. :S It's really not that bad in hindsight. . . so you make a few mistakes, we're all bound to do that once in awhile and as long as we learn from those mistakes, that's all that matters.
I can't wait till the potluck dinner, exams will be over and I'll get a good chance to catch up with everyone =) .

The most frustrating thing of all: not being able to control your feelings for someone. It's scary and makes you doubtful of everything you've ever done in your life. It's being in the dark all the time and waiting for the philosophical "other shoe" to drop. It feels like I've learned a lot but at the same time, it's taught me to hide more. I've been so comfortable in my shell, I dont' know if I'll ever come out of it again. It just seemed so much easier back than when I wasn't afraid. Or, I was afraid but just didn't care. Call it naivety or pure guts, in the end: I did what I wanted, when I wanted and however I wanted. AND I ususally got what I wanted. BUT in the end, I found out it wasn't what i really needed.

And at this moment, I know I have everything I need, even if I don't have what I want. And that is the most important thing of all. That's what life is about isn't it? Learning to differentiate between the two and acknowledging their importance. I'm not saying that I've got it all figured out but my journey isn't over yet.

Alright, that was the blurb of the day. Back to studying. I'm going to try to update more from now on but no promises especially with exams. I miss you Nishu and Emily. You guys are like my missing family during the 8 months apart =(.

last day of classes....

2005-12-01T15:12:09Z

For me anyways, technically, last day of classes are on Monday but I have no Monday classes. How did this semester go by so fast? It seems like I just started third year and how I'm already half done.

Last couple of weeks have been crazy and more craziness to come with exams coming up! I don't see the point of exams, they are stupid! As ruler of the world, I plan to abolish EXAMS with my excellency! lol
My exam schedule:

Dec.8 - Organizational Theory
Dec.15 - B2B Marketing
Dec. 19 - Database Analysis and Design
Dec. 22 - VB 2.
Plus 2 term papers due the 12th. I really hate school. At the same time though, I couldn't imagine my life WITHOUT school.

Business Banquet and ACSA Bowling was fun, I hadn't really gone to any semi social outings in awhile.

Someone told me something pretty shocking to me and I kow they only told me because you care about me, but what you told me made me totally rethink my position. I can't respect that, but at the same time it doesn't really change how I feel. It's just really disappointing when you have really high hopes for someone and than you learn something that makes you think they aren't who you thought they were.

...and it's the people that you love the most that can create the most damage in your life.

I can't wait for Christmas break to get here. I miss my friends that are out of town for school and I can't wait for the time when I can just do nothing, and not worrying about school.

Presentation for B2B in 2 hours. I hate presentations! I guess they're important but I just get so nervous sometimes . . I'm going to miss Internet Marketing, the prof is hilarious. I'm looking forward to my classes next semester though.

Goodluck with exams everyone!!

Procrastination: the deadliest sin in University . . .

2005-11-12T05:50:31Z

Yet here I am and I can't stop it! lol

Here's yet another survey:

1.What Time is it now? 12:31am
2.What is your full name? Elaine Sung
3.Single or taken? Single
4.What does your name mean? princess of something, i don't remember.
5.Who picked out your name? my dad
6.What's your nickname? Lainey
7.Who picked out your nickname? originally Chris did back in gr. 7ish?
8.What colour are your eyes? Brown
9.Do you have an innie or an outie? Innie
10.What size are your shoes? 7-8 depending on the shoe
11.How tall (or short)? short! =(
12.Honestly what do you like about yourself? I can see both sides.
14.What do you always get complimented on? hmmm my smile I guess
15.What is your worst quality? I obsess when I really shouldn't but I've changed that a lot in the past year.
16.Phone Number? if i want you to have it, you do!
18.Hair colour? black
19.Do you wear contacts? nope
20.Living Arrangements? family

||FAVOURITES||

21.Favourite Drink? Nestle water and diet coke!
22.Favourite alcholic Drink? bacardi breezers in orange.
23.Favourite month? November; the weather is getting beautifully cooler, my birthday and the leaves!
24.Favourite Food? pasta and bread.
26.favourite Web Site? tv.com lol
27.Favorite clothing Brand? don't really have one.
28.Favourite day of the Year? last day of exams!
29.Favourite colour(s)? blue, black and yellow
32.Who's your bestfriend(s)? Terri, Andrew, Vanlang, Emily, Nishu.
33.Are your parents together? nope.
34.How often do you get together with the family? probably only like 3 times a month.
35.Do you tell your parents or your friends more? usually my friends.
36.Anything special about your parents? They're hip! lol
37.Siblings and their ages? sister who's almost 17, and twin brothers, 14.

||YES OR NO||

39.You're slutty? NO!
40.You shave? no, I don't need to! hehehhee
41.You like someone? Still deciding...lol
42.You can keep secrets? yes, but my own are harder not to tell lol
43.You dance in front of the mirror? not usually
45.You sing in the shower? sure
46.You liked Britney Spears? her songs but not her.
47.You've liked a cousin? like incestuously?? NOOOOO
48.You've been in the opposite sexes bathroom? yes
49.You've seriously hurt someone? I don't think so.
50.You've been hurt seriously? yea.
51.You swear? yes, when I'm excited or angry.
53.You're willing to try new things? Yes
54.You've cheated on a test? When you get to university, you're willing to do anything!
55.You've smoked? I've tried it but I hate it now.
56.Are you a virgin? If I want you to know, you do!

||RIGHT NOW||

57.What are you wearing? pj's
58.What colour are your pants? pink!
59.What are you listening to? Kelly Clarkson - Because of you
60.how are you feeling? tired...
61.What are you doing? listening to music and filling this out.
62.What are you eating? nothing
63.How many people are online? 39
64.How's the weather? cold, the way i like it!
65.What's on your mouse pad? toy story!
67.What books are you readings? the trouble with valentine's day by rachel gibson and required textbooks

||GIRLS ONLY||

67.How many lip glosses do you have? the number I use is about 4.
68.What perfume do you use? Don't use it, it makes my allergies irritated :(
69.What's in your purse? cell, keys, wallet,car registration, garbage.
71.Tall or short boys? Doesn't matter as long as they're taller than me. . . which is NOT VERY hard to find at all!
72.Blonde or brunette? Brunette preferably.
73.Good or bad boy? in between
74.Boxers showing hot or not? HOt as long as they're not trying to be gansta.
75.Long hair or short hair on boys? short
76.What do you find annoying in a guy? major cockiness
77.What's the first thing you notice about guys? their hair lol

||GUYS ONLY||

78.What kind of cologne do you use?
79.What's in your pockets? k
80.Boxers or briefs?
81.Blonde or brunette girls?
83.Piercings on girls: u
84.Long or short hair on girls?
85.Good or bad girls?
86.What do you find annoying in girls?
87.What's the first thing you notice about girls?

||OTHER QUESTIONS||

88.What was the last movie you saw? The Korean version of the Ring --- HORRIBLE!
89.What did you have for dinner? Mu shu chicken!
90.What are you hoping for? to get through december.
91.Have you ever fallen asleep in school? definitely some profs are sooo boring and 8:30am - 9pm days do not help!
92.What movie do you really want to see? Harry Potter 4!
94.What is your locker combo? I don't actually know, i just kinda guess and it opens eventually, You'd have to ask Gal that one!
95.Where would you like to travel? Asia, UK, Hawaii
96.What did you last dream about? I don't remember.
97.What was the last thing you ate? Pizza
98.If you were a crayon what colour would you be? mellow yellow
99.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Gal
100.Do you like the person that sent this to you? I didn't get this from anyone.
101.Last movie you watched, in theaters? soo long ago, I think HOuse of Wax?? wow soo long ago.
103.Are you too shy to ask someone out? yeah, I am!
104.Scary movies or happy ending? HAPPY ENDINGS!
105.Summer or winter? Winter - I love snow and snowboarding!!! SNOW FIGHTTTTTT.....
106.Relationships or one night stands? Definitely Relationships.
107.Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla!
108.Do you want your friends to write back? you can't but post on lj if you want.
109.Who is most likely to respond? no one because they can't! lol
111.What did you do yesturday? organizational theory lecture last night. WOOT WOOT!
112.Anything else you want to add? I hate school
113.What time is it now?12:49

Sometimes it feels so good to do useless things like this survey to just get your mind off the stuff that's bothering you...

november already??

2005-11-12T05:20:20Z

Where did the past 3 months go? When you grow up and life because ultrabusy, time just passes you by. It's amazing. Sometimes you wonder when it happened, the moment when you realize that life is never going to be the way you wanted it to be. The choices you make may not always seem like the best but they lead you to become the person you are and if you're satisfied with who that person is, that's all that matters.

Just thinking about a conversation I had with Viet about what love is... and when he asked me i said this:
"It's about succumbing to all your greatest fears and insecurities about falling in love with someone because you can't imagine your life without them."

I still believe that with all my heart.

Anyways. Stole this survey from Em hehe (miss u babe!)

2005 SURVEY

1. What did you do in 2005 that you'd never done before?
Played in a summer volleyball and ultimate league

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don't really believe in them.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Gabe did but we hadn't been close since high school (RIP Gabe).

5. What countries did you visit?
None, I need a vacation!

6. What would you like to have in 2006 that you lacked in 2005?
Better grades, possibly a boyfriend hehe

7. What date from 2005 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
November 4: My birthday, I have the best friends ever!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting a good job.

9. What was your biggest failure?
I'm proud to say I don't really have any. I guess my grades could've been a lot better but I think I still did alright.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Common cold and flu

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Vanlang's birthday present: Rod Stewart, great american story album vol. 4; I don't know why but it just is.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Andrew: he always tries to do the right thing and I love him for that.

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Kevin, but let's not get into that.

14. Where did most of your money go?
gas, food, school =(

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Getting through finals!!! lol

16. What songs will always remind you of 2005?
Jimmy Eat World - Kill
Kelly Clarkson - Behind these hazel eyes

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? sadder
ii. thinner or fatter? same
iii. richer or poorer? poorer - stupid school!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
STUDYING

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Shopping hehe

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Probably at home.

22. Did you fall in love in 2005?
no, but it's not over yet

23. How many one-night stands?
none!

24. What was your favorite TV program?
ONE TREE HILL and Veronica Mars and Grey's Anatomy...too many!!!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
dislike maybe, not hate

26. What was the best book you read?
The third summer of the sisterhood.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Jimmy Eat World's most recent album

28. What did you want and get?
another job that doesn't involve food!

29. What did you want and not get?
a laptop

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
Sisterhood of the Traveling pants; Sin City

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I had k BBQ with my amazing friends and i turned 21.

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Getting my scholarships back

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
comfort.

34. What kept you sane?
my friends and my parents

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Fancy?? lol Chad Michael Murray!

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
North Korea (or was it south??) acquiring a nuclear weapon.

37. Who did you miss?
Emily and Nishu

38. Who was the best new person you met?
I don't know hehe Vanlang makes this list but that was 2004.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2005.
Holding on and wasting your life away worrying about your past and future is useless. Especially regarding friends: The ones that stick by you are your real friends. "Champagne for my real friends, and Real Pain for my sham friends"

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
" summer has gone and past
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends..."

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[ The Tired Introductions… ]

These answers belong to: Elaine
Who is around the age of: 21
Which makes them a/an: Scorpio/Rat
Who can be found at/in: Ottawa

[ The Past… ]

Your first best friend was named: Stephanie.
You’ve moved this many times: I think like 3
You first word was: dunno? hehhe
Your first swear word was: no clue
Your first job was: Veranda D'or and still there!! LOL
Favorite TV shows as a kid: Carebears
Favorite books as a kid: The babysitters' club
Favorite movies as a kid: Beauty and the Beast!
Favorite foods as a kid: Cake
Favorite toys as a kid: my fake macdonald's and plastic slide...
Favorite videogames as a kid: TETRIS!

[ The Present… ]

Your current best friend is named: more than one.
Your significant other is named: n/a
Current Job: Waitress and computer consultant.
Current Obsessions: My new cellphone! lol
Current Annoyances: Bad drivers but that's always the case!
Favorite TV shows: One tree hill & Grey's Anatomy & Veronica Mars
Favorite books: sisterhood of the traveling pants series
Favorite movies: armaggedon, object of my affection.
Favorite foods: Fruit & pasta.
Toys?: ??? lol
Favorite videogames: Mario Tennis! lol

[ The Future… ]

Where you see yourself next year: Ottawa - 4th year commerce
In two years: Still in school
In five years: Good job and hopefully a longtime boyfriend.
In twenty years: married with kids
In fifty years: Either dead or retired
Future son’s name: Joshua
Future daughter’s name: Josephine ( I like J names..lol)
What happens after you die: I'm dead, duh! lol

[ Your Views On… ]

Organized religion: not for me.
Child sponsorship: good
Subliminal messages in music: huh? hehe
Abortion: it's their body.
Adoption: Don't think I'd ever do it.
Gay Marriage: Ya, why not?
Euthanasia: Depends on the situation.
Underage drinking: Don't encourage it.
Artistic Censorship: depends how far they are going?
The one-child policy: necessary but unfair.
Vegetarianism: how about your amino acids??
Atheism: meh.
Pornography (couldn’t resist): lol i think of Andrew of Sunny.
Racial profiling: don't care.
Hunting for sport: as long as they're not hunting me!
“Happy Holidays” vs. “Merry Christmas”: Happy Holidays

[ Your friends… ]

Most likely to owe you $10 in the not so distant future: Vanlang or Andrew.
Most likely to end up stranded at an airport somewhere: Emily! lol
Most likely to end up in jail and call you to bail them out: Kevin.
Most spoiled: Terri
Most selfless: Andrew
Could very well be secretly gay: Andrew or Vanlang lol no offense guys - I know you aren't!
Has the best house: Terri!
Has the best clothes: hmmm . . . Terri I guess.
Has the best taste in music: John
Is the most gullible: Eddie.
Full of the useless information: Vanlang!
Knows secrets about you no one else does: Andrew, Emily.
Has seen you cry: many
Has cried with you: don't remember heheh
Has seen you drunk: I wouldn't remember that would i??
Has been drunk with you: Emily!
Acts most like their zodiac sign: i have no clue
Acts least like their zodiac sign: don't know
If you had to, you’d switch wardrobes with: Terri!
If you had to, you’d switch families with: NISHU's!!!
If you had to, you’d switch houses with: I think Becky's.

[ The Beginning of the End… ]

How you take your coffee: milk or cream with sweetener
How you take your tea: only drink green tea.
How you take your liquor: I don't drink anymore.
I’d rather be: A genius
My other car is a: nissan sentra.
Honk if you’re: Sexxxxy (yeah i'll steal yours em!)
Your personal icons or heros: My mom, Trudeau.
Girls are made of: hormones
Boys are made of: horniness lol
Three words describing the person you took this from: Emily: clumsy, sweet and caring.
Your dream pet: Whisky or TJ I want a doggie!!!
Your dream vacation: Asian with my friends!!
Your dream job: head of advertising or buyer relationship in a prestigous fashion corporation.

I'm getting sooo tired! time for bed soon.
After next week is over, I'm going to be soo happy! School is so stressful sometimes!

To everyone I don't get to talk to often anymore. I love you always!
*hugs and kisses*